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Sometimes, more often than people think a healthy person should, I wonder if I'm done living. I've been so frustrated in trying to achieve my goals in life and sometimes it looks like it will never get any better. But then I'm reminded of how much I adore music. I listen to something and it just sends me. And if only so I can listen to more, I have to stick around. When I'm listening to something good, I feel like the shroud is taken off my soul and I can be baptised in a river of joy.